Pressure Cooker
There are times throughout the awakening process and especially when you are amongst a powerful ego dissolution cycle to feel as if you are in a pressure cooker.
Deep in your soul you know you must go through it.
But to the ego, to the false you it can feel as if you are trapped, are out of options and have nowhere to go.
Your ego mind will try and claw it’s way out through everything external. A move. A new job. A new relationship. It will try and force you to think that if only things would change externally then everything will be alright.
But this is all going on at the superficial level.
Deep down, your ego knows that large change energy is at work. That a shift is underway. That the universe is calling you forth to step into who you truly are. The only change that needs to happen is internally.
And as this comes closer. Your ego will feel more and more trapped. It will feel like there is no way out. That you are dying. That you are being squeezed. That you are being pushed to the brink. It will feel so intense. It will feel like you are either going to die or explode in a million different pieces.
This is all part of the process.
Your ego mind will scream and yell and call you names. It will feel like a two-year old toddler throwing a tantrum or a wild beastie raging in your mind.
It does not want to let go. But it must.
It must because life force wants to flood your system. It wants you to be fulfilled and at peace and joyful and loving.
And in order for the ego to relent, sometimes pressure cooker energy is just what’s necessary.